The gorillas, they let you
stay with them, even at night.
You were becoming one of them.
Are you listening ?
Are you listening to me ?
Yes.
Not one of them.
Not a gorilla.
Don't you see ?
They accepted a man.
They reached across.
They took me in
as family.
They welcomed a human being
among them.
That's the miracle.
What about the family
you left behind ?
What about Lyn ?
We leave her
outside of this.
Why ?
And my wife. Leave them out.
You think I don't know. I know what
I was, what I lost, what I killed.
She's not dead. She wants to see you.
She saw me at the airport.
She saw what I am now.
You let me
be dead to her.
You change
the subject,Juha,
or walk away from this.
Which do you want ?
For now, I want the forest.
Take me there.
In the forest
for all that time.
Did you ever miss
the contact with any humans ?
No. They were there.
I may not have seen them,
but I always knew they were there.
If you were
learning their ease--
Their peace.
Their peace.
Then why does this all end in murder ?
There were many murders.
Many ?
Yeah.
There's a zoo not far from here
where I studied--
and many years ago--
and, uh...
they needed
a male gorilla,
a wild capture.
And I did that.
I helped capture him.
I didn't even know what murder
was when I was you,Juha.
You know what murder
I'm talking about.
If you don't talk to me about this,
I can't help you.
I don't want you to help me.
What do you want ?
I want you to listen.
And then what ?
Share it.
With ?
Whoever you share with,
the people you're close to.
Are there any ?
Why don't you tell others ?
'Cause I'm not
for this world,
not anymore.
What world, then ?
In your memories, locked away
in your mind for the rest of your life ?
Is that all you want ?
No, I want to finish this.
Finish what ?
Telling you what I know.
What makes you think
what you know is any different
than what other people know ?
I had different teachers.
Okay, okay.
So I'm supposed to...
pass on your work.
Yeah, for all it's worth.
What made you pick me ?
A look in your eye.
You seemed to have half a brain.
Thank you. What look ?
That look--
curious, searching,
unsatisfied,
slightly pissed off.
Why didn't you pick
your daughter ?
Leave it alone.
Why do you refuse to talk about her ?
Leave it.
She wants to see you.
I say we talk about it.
Hmm.
I was wrong
about you,Juha.
Explain that.
Tell them to open this door.
You're not the one,Juha.
I'm not the one ?
No.
I'm not the one
who cut your medication ?
I'm not the one to say if
you're competent for a hearing,
a chance of getting outta here ?
I'm the one, Ethan.
Are you ?
I'm the one.
The one in control, huh ?
Yes.
Who's in control ?
So who is in control, huh ?
Are you ?
Am I ?
The guards outside ?
The warden in his office ?
Yeah ?
Who's in control ?
Testing, testing, testing.
One, two, three, four.
Dr. Ethan Powell,
interviewing Dr. Theo Caulder.
Now, this will be a very simple test.
Pass or fail, life or death.
Ready,Juha ? Now,you write on
this paper what I have taken from you.
What have you lost ?
Write it ! Write it !